Looking Forward

80 days til Christmas! 

I'm sorry if i have been MIA lately, i need to sort things out . well anyway, i don't have much exciting stories yet to blog because my status right now is "idle" if you know what i mean. but i do have bounteous things or events to look forward to and allow me to share these with you:

1. recently i've been busy organizing my career, submitting applications here and there trying to find my guts and courage to face the big bosses. however i didn't do these all by myself. i've been so blessed to have a very supportive bloodline and i am forever grateful to them for offering me a little of their time and effort just to help me clear and fix things out. hopefully all the efforts would pay off. wherever the Lord wants me to be, there i'll be. everything's in His hands now, He knows what's best :)

2. semester-break will be a week from now. i am not in school anymore but i look forward to it because my baby brother is coming home. he is currently a freshman in ADMU taking up a degree he loves and enjoys. he has been super busy the first semester, having to juggle paperwork, homework, study notes, and meetings from organizations. i knew all about these because i have been helping him on his English term papers and essays to name a few. last August when he went home for the long weekend he had terribly lost weight and had those icky eye-bags as well! but nobody can blame him. he is studious and hard-working ever-since, and every time he got the highest scores which happen all the time is Heaven to him. he got with him a brilliant mind and an amazing character, and for that i am one proud big sister. and knowing how his life out there away from family, familiar faces, and freshly home-cooked meals served regularly is never an easy deal. so that basically are the main reasons why i anticipate our get together. and also for the fact that he's my one and only sibling and we used to share a bedroom for 8 years i guess... i just miss him. God bless his flight.

3. i am planning to pursue Master units and might as well finish it. the earlier the better. because that's how things are going these days. the more advance you are in your career the better opportunities you get. i am not an extraordinaire, but i would never settle for less. so that could be one good step i have there hopefully.

4. my best friend and i were talking on getting ourselves in shape since both of us are not pleased anymore with our figure. haha. so we thought of entering a fitness center and get involve in their weight loss program and be dedicated students; and because we want to make sure we exercise right, it would be a great help if an instructor or an expert is around. however we haven't found one yet. so I'm very much looking forward to the progress of this plan; we might as well start observing a healthy diet. =|

5. since early on i discovered i have a jaw problem and a "bad bite", i reckon to get an appointment with an orthodontist to formally and correctly diagnose my teeth and jaw problem. i've been expressing this to my parents but then they thought it would be fitting for me to finance it by the time i'll have my salary. it seems i have a long, rough way ahead with that salary thing but I'm positive that would be sooner :)

6. i look forward to living independently again. like what i used to with my "dorm life" days. i miss making my own decisions and pursuing it without someone interfering or giving me other options, which believe me, would lead to confusion and doubt and later on, disappointment. Not that i don't like living with my parents or anything... it's just that i miss doing things My way without anybody minding it. that would be freedom on my part. and i am Responsible to it.

7. I'm pretty much excited for the Holidays too! Christmas in particular. i love Christmas ambiance. you know people are so kind and good to one another; reconciliations happen; family reunion and get together; Christmas lights and Christmas Songs... i think Christmas is the sweetest event of the year. maybe the reason why that event is so beautiful is for the fact that Christ is in it. Christ is in Christmas. and this is an awakening. that we must realize that every time we welcome Christ in us, all of us and every thing that surrounds us is Wonderful :' ) i hope this year the Clan would be complete. that would be my happiest state!

8. MED SCHOOL is still one of my plans. I'm not giving it up.(might as well include: Culinary or Theater Business). a long term plan though. but who knows? Possibilities are all around.

9. Abroad? for that, i think only Time can tell. i mean i would love to. but i won't rush things. Rushing would be a violation to my personality. i would rather go through the Process.

10. Lastly, i so look forward and anticipate the realization of my Ultimate Life Goal : to hopefully be self-actualized at 25. HOPEFULLY and GOD-WILLING.

There it goes. The Top Ten Life Events that i await, hope and pray for. Not bad for a First October Post :)

i know in the process it would be slow. but my heart is so elated because i know God is with me all through out. He definitely has Bigger plans. and i don't have any right to complain. because wherever His Spirit is, the Best Events happen. God Speed :) 

P.S. 

I'm currently reading this via e-book. I'm in book 5 already. i have so much FUN with these stuff , i think Mia Thermopolis and i got several things in common :) Try reading this! you absolutely need a break from those erotic, heartbreaking, hopeless-romantic novels you got! this book is such a stress-reliever. trust me :)