Exactly.

i found this on Facebook . a HUGE credit to whoever originally owned this photo for detecting exactly how i feel. we do have some things in common! although right now, after several times of attempting to assess and re-assess my entire Self, i have come to realize that somehow i am not yet ready to involve myself romantically or establish an intimate relationship even though that stupid theory of Erickson suggests my task supposedly at this age is Intimacy Vs. Isolation. why? because there are certain things i could hardly explain for the reason that i have difficulty understanding them. one of the two most vital organs of my body is not yet ready to commit and i don't exactly know which one is it. and for the second reason that these days, i really have a difficulty identifying my potential life-partner to be. i'm having Trust and Sincerity issues with them. unless one of them will prove me Wrong. (i believe experiences don't have to teach me. because for years i've been paying close attention to Experience itself.)